Happiness underrated

How time flys! School is starting in a few days time. Really don't feel like going to school again... waking up so early, squeezing in the train etc... I don't wanna be squeezed like a pancake even before i reach school. Just went to check my class, it's full of strangers.Haha.. Of course la, new school, new environment, new people, new beginning! And my class is on the 6th floor. I was thinking whether there is lift or have to take the stairs.

Tomorrow is the first day of orientation. And thursday friday! Imagine 25 strangers sitting in a class not knowing what to do.. It's always awkward, let's see tomorrow. Remember the first day of my secondary school, i was like a total idiot, and even late! Tomorrow meeting chao n ks at 7.30am.

Today early morning went to polyclinic, ks accompany. There's something wrong with my eyes, something protruding out a month ago and recently started to swell. It has got to a point where i can see this little swelling. Doctor said it's an eye infection and there's pus inside so he referred me to NUH to have the pus removed. It's so gross and scary my legs turned wobbly immediately!

When i told dad he said no need to go hospital, just use a needle poke it or use hand to squeeze it... I almost throw up. Then i was thinking what if the whole needle poke into my eyes.. what if the needle and hand is not clean enough.. Then my eyes will be more infected! And the appointment is on the 2nd day of school, and i wouldn't want to miss school on the 2nd day. It's the earliest date and there's no appointment on saturday.. i don't know what i should do... Dad say maybe go private clinic, the doctor will removed it on the spot.

Went out for lunch with parents and after i got home i really feel so tired- woke up so early, all the poking thing.. really make me want to faint! So when i reach home first thing i put on the medicine that doctor prescribed, its an eye drop and a cream to apply onto the lids, and i took a nap for 3 hours.

It's damn disgusting, and i'm starting to feel the slight pain already, awhile before it was itching... From morning until now my leg is still soft.. I just feel weak i can't take it... Get rid of that thing faster!!!! Someone save me pls!!